Dahulu, Kini & Selamanya.

assalamulaikum :)

Dah lama rasanya tak update blog ni.

It's because I don't have much time to spend to post new entry plus takda cerita baru punn.

Setiap hari sama je. :|

But, today rasa nak update and post new entry because of one of my best friend.

She is one of the most lovely and beautiful friend I've ever had.

We had many wonderful memories together and I really hope for more to come in future.

Tapi, dengan keadaan dia mcm tuh.. I really don't think so.

It's been 2 years since the accident. It's still fresh in my mind because It happened a few minutes before my birthday 2 years ago. I had call from one of my best friend who is also her best friend too and she called not just to wish me for my birthday but also to tell me the bad news about her, our best friend Yasmin. 

Due to the accident, she cannot move her body, she cannot talk. Dia hanya mampu terbaring.

Walaupun ada sikit improvement dgn pergerakan badan dia disebabkan fisio, tapi keadaan dia still macam tu jugak. 

Haritu aku pergi damansara to visited her for her birthday on 13 sept 2011.

She don't want to open her eyes and look at me. Dia sedih and tak sanggup nak tgk kwn2 dia dtg tgk dia.

But aku lagi sedih tgk dia mcm tuh. I kept asking her to open her eyes, and after 2 hours when it's time for us to go back home, she opened her eyes and cried. Lagi lah aku rasa sedih and tak sanggup nak blk. rasa mcm nak stay dekat situ je.

Yasmin Ahmad Fuad,

she is one of my lovely, beautiful crazy best friend I've ever had.

We did so many things together. Buat kerja nakal, keja gila, gelak gelak mcm orang gila, tidur sesama, makan sesama, belajar sesama. and now, I miss those moments. I miss to hear when she laugh, I miss when she annoyed me, I miss when she teased me, I miss when we had a fight, I miss when we text each other. I miss everything I did with her. I really hope she get well soon and we can do much more in future.

I love you my best friend! Now and forever! 

p/s: To Anis Shazanasyitah, Saidah Aisyah, Nik Nabila and Anis Yusof, I love you guys too! Let's keep loving and supporting each other and also not to forget our Yasmin! :)

My dearest friend, Yasmin

Her Latest pictures (2011)

Me and Yasmin :(

I HEART YOU SO MUCH YASMIN! 

QW :)

QW
love you so much #enufsaid ;)


thanks bcos always beside me through thick and thin..


Just want you to know that I still keep your little memo that you gave to me..
I read it many times so I have it memorized.. ;)


"Dear Zaza ♥

Fr the very first time i saw you, i know you would be one

of my favourite sister ;)

Through thick or think, i'll always be yr side.

Making you laugh, wipe out yr tear when you cry.

Hold on to yr hands when you fall. Yes, i'll do anything. 

As our friendship can't be replaced by anything.

Lots of love, frm yr loving sister Qellah Wagee

♥16 Dec."

Just so you know, i heart you so much! :)

Lemah!

assalamualaikum ;)

hmm.. camne nak mule kn eh?

aku ni cpt saangat lemah semangat.. ;(

this sem aku rase susah saangat utk aku handle..

subj this sem bole wat aku gila ouh!

tetibe rase cam tak bole handle je subjek2 for this sem..

yela.. mane taknye! subjek this sem sume subj degree actually.. but start this year.. subjek tuh sume jd subj dip!

exhibitions and all... pergh! mmg la sound fun but it's very tough!

tadi.. baru lps on phone with my parent.. ade la jugak bercucuran air mata.. ( malu ouh! ) -.-'

bukan ape.. mase luah sume kat ibu and ayah.. tak dpt pulak tahan air mata..  *sigh*

it's not just about the subj that i cannot handle.. but also sbb stress stay sini..

before masuk sini. takde pe pon yg aku kena fikir or risau kan.. but masuk sini.. STRESS weh!

plus dgn sakit and all... pehh.. mmg complete! tak tahan la.. stress dgn study+sakit+stress dgn other things..

hmmmm...

ibu cakap.. aku kena la tahan.. this is what i always want! and about sakit.. tak bole nak mengeluh..

sakit tuh sume dtg dr Allah.. kalo mengeluh berdosa.. so redha je la! *sigh*

tapi like seriously........ lately ni.. aku start takde mood.. and i feel like i'm not being myself for this past few days.. mood swing! ahh! 

ouh!? * I got a text from ibu, jap.. nak bace *

hmmmmm...msg ibu pnjng berjela ( msti ibu risau after call td ) ni sparuh dr msg ibu.. "kalau nak berjaya, try harder and jgn cpt putus asa. apa2 pon kena luangkan masa carik sebanyak mana infomation and jgn malu bertanya.."

thanks ibu! :(

ok la..

tata

p/s: Noor Azmah Aziz kena kuat! Good Luck!

2011 suda !

assalamualaikum ;)

i will rarely post new entry la nampaknye.. busy ngan assignments -.-'

this sem punye subj gilos bapak susah! and yg penting sekali... kiteorg students sem 2 yg 1st sekali belajar subj degree.. mmg terbaik saaangat la! -.-'

mmg kne struggle gilos la sem ni.. hmmm.. takpe lah..demi 3 pointer!;)

ouh! by the way... thanks guys for all the wishes on my bday last january 4th.. really appreciated it!!

thanks kpd yg call : Anis Shaza ( ouh bestie! thanks hun! ) ,

Aman ( thanks for the bday song.. sodap suara!haha ) .

Rien ( bestie.. thanks a lot!! miss you! ) , 

Fizie ( saangat comel bila u nyanyi bday song, thanks! ) 

and last but not least, Nik Afif ( thanks for the wish.. lama tak ckp ngn u kn? )

thanks kpd yg wish kt FB.. so many to mention here.. and also to my relatives.. thanks!!!

Ummm... ape lagi eh?

Ouh! Aku janji akan try harder to get 3 pointer and above for myself ans especially for my parents..

I want Ibu and Ayah proud.. ( ahhh!! rindu ibu ngan ayah )

tata

p/s: i'm 19 but i'm not old oke! ;)