Lemah!

assalamualaikum ;)

hmm.. camne nak mule kn eh?

aku ni cpt saangat lemah semangat.. ;(

this sem aku rase susah saangat utk aku handle..

subj this sem bole wat aku gila ouh!

tetibe rase cam tak bole handle je subjek2 for this sem..

yela.. mane taknye! subjek this sem sume subj degree actually.. but start this year.. subjek tuh sume jd subj dip!

exhibitions and all... pergh! mmg la sound fun but it's very tough!

tadi.. baru lps on phone with my parent.. ade la jugak bercucuran air mata.. ( malu ouh! ) -.-'

bukan ape.. mase luah sume kat ibu and ayah.. tak dpt pulak tahan air mata..  *sigh*

it's not just about the subj that i cannot handle.. but also sbb stress stay sini..

before masuk sini. takde pe pon yg aku kena fikir or risau kan.. but masuk sini.. STRESS weh!

plus dgn sakit and all... pehh.. mmg complete! tak tahan la.. stress dgn study+sakit+stress dgn other things..

hmmmm...

ibu cakap.. aku kena la tahan.. this is what i always want! and about sakit.. tak bole nak mengeluh..

sakit tuh sume dtg dr Allah.. kalo mengeluh berdosa.. so redha je la! *sigh*

tapi like seriously........ lately ni.. aku start takde mood.. and i feel like i'm not being myself for this past few days.. mood swing! ahh! 

ouh!? * I got a text from ibu, jap.. nak bace *

hmmmmm...msg ibu pnjng berjela ( msti ibu risau after call td ) ni sparuh dr msg ibu.. "kalau nak berjaya, try harder and jgn cpt putus asa. apa2 pon kena luangkan masa carik sebanyak mana infomation and jgn malu bertanya.."

thanks ibu! :(

ok la..

tata

p/s: Noor Azmah Aziz kena kuat! Good Luck!

2011 suda !

assalamualaikum ;)

i will rarely post new entry la nampaknye.. busy ngan assignments -.-'

this sem punye subj gilos bapak susah! and yg penting sekali... kiteorg students sem 2 yg 1st sekali belajar subj degree.. mmg terbaik saaangat la! -.-'

mmg kne struggle gilos la sem ni.. hmmm.. takpe lah..demi 3 pointer!;)

ouh! by the way... thanks guys for all the wishes on my bday last january 4th.. really appreciated it!!

thanks kpd yg call : Anis Shaza ( ouh bestie! thanks hun! ) ,

Aman ( thanks for the bday song.. sodap suara!haha ) .

Rien ( bestie.. thanks a lot!! miss you! ) , 

Fizie ( saangat comel bila u nyanyi bday song, thanks! ) 

and last but not least, Nik Afif ( thanks for the wish.. lama tak ckp ngn u kn? )

thanks kpd yg wish kt FB.. so many to mention here.. and also to my relatives.. thanks!!!

Ummm... ape lagi eh?

Ouh! Aku janji akan try harder to get 3 pointer and above for myself ans especially for my parents..

I want Ibu and Ayah proud.. ( ahhh!! rindu ibu ngan ayah )

tata

p/s: i'm 19 but i'm not old oke! ;)